089 Cars, oh cars!

Salam.

Dah berabad tak hapdet! fuhhhhhh fuuuuhh~~*tiup habuk*

Dah lupe da kewujudan blog ni.. Haha. Maklumlah busy (busy tengok movie, busy chatting, busy melepak, busy study jauh sekali... hmmm.. tolonglah berubah ain!)

Sekarang ni tengah cuti. Yes, CNY, sume tau, how lame pendahuluan saye. Currently dah habis posting Surgery, nak proceed masuk Medicine next week (Ya Allah, selamatkan lah hamba mu ini!). Lately, banyak pulak dugaan yang datang. Haritu kereta kena langgar, huhuhu. Sikit jer. Tu tak terkesan lagi kat hati. Mase nak pergi report polis tu lah yang paling mengguris jiwa dan raga. Pergi sampai tiga balai baru selesai! Balik malam2. Memang bad mood lah malam tu. Memang sumpah taknak involve dalam mana2 urusan dengan polis trafik kat Malaysia ni! Serius! Bawak pun dah kurang sikit dari 140km/h. Control je speed takut kena deal dengan pakcik baju putih seluar hitam lagi.

Dah dijadikan takdir kot. Masa balik cuti CNY tu hari, kena lagi. Tapi bukan speed trap, kena saman sebab tak pakai tali pinggang keledar (Okeyh I know. Ops sikap. Sikap saye memang kureng sikit atas jalan raya ni). Kalau kena saman speeding tu tak pe gak, nampak macho sket. Cis2. Okelah, itu kira settle la sbab memang salah sendiri. Saya mengaku kekurangan sikap pemanduan saya.

Now, just NOW, konon bukak lah list saman online tu. Tengok boleh bayar online ke tak. Serius yang baru saman tu takde lagi dalam list. Kuar pulak saman lain sebab traffic obstruction di Jalan Sultan Ibrahim(???????) di JB on 4/9/2011. WTH???!!! I was in Sungai Buloh la dear pakcik-baju-putih-seluar-hitam-konon-macho. I was like grrrrrrrrr.... menyirap darah. Nasib baik tak tukar jadi Super Saiya. Okelah. Tell me macam mana Makcik (name kereta saye Makcik, sebab selalu mengaum bila tekan minyak, laju taknak, bebel je lebih)  saye boleh terbang pergi JB pukul 1.30 pm hari tu? Adakah Doraemon letak pintu suka hati merata2? I was definitely in Sungai Buloh! 

Okay, now dah cool. Everyone makes mistakes. With that in mind, saye akan bayar saman or is it samans? (Ok. I know. Summons). Nak argue pun tak pasal2 je kerja banyak. Just nak tanya, is it me the only person that received ticket for an unknown offense or is there anyone eslse yang dah kna? This type of error shouldn't even be there. Efektif ke saman yang sepatutnya untuk orang yang buat salah dapat kepada orang yang tak buat salah langsung? Dan perlu ke nak ikut kawasan kalau nak buat report kemalangan? My accident was in Sungai Buloh, I need to do my report in Selayang? Went to Damansara, that police tell me, I supposed to report that in Rawang. Went to Rawang, I was told to be in Selayang. Kalau report tak ikut kawasan tak boleh ke? Kan ada dalam sistem? Ok. Maybe saya yang tak faham cara perlaksanaan kerja mereka. Sumpah taknak deal dengan pakcik-seluar-hitam-baju-putih lagi~ Serius saya bawak slow2 je pasni.

Ni bukan Makcik. Ni  kereta ayah haritu kena langgar depan rumah,
sebab: parking depan rumah mase CNY.  WTH jugak!

Ni bekas brek kereta tu. Nampak sangat laju. Dalam kawasan  perumahan bawak slow2 lah!!
Dah la langgar lari. Tak bertanggungjawab betul manusia zaman sekarang ni!

088 Be happy with your life

Assalamualaikum.

Masa baca buku ni, mengalir air mata macam ape. Sorang2 kat library pulak tu. Kalau orang tengok, apa kena lah minah ni nangis sorang2 macam fail exam *oh please don't*. Buku bertajuk Natrah : Cinta Rusuhan dan Air Mata, ade kat library hospital. Silalah browse, pinjam dan hayati.

Buku ni mengisahkan tentang Natrah @ Bertha Herthog seorang remaja Belanda yang dilahirkan di Indonesia dan diambil sebagai anak angkat secara sah oleh Che Aminah dari Kemaman. Kisah hidup dia ni sangat menyayat hati dimana keluarga asalnya telah membawa kes Natrah ke mahkamah untuk menuntut balik hak penjagaan. Natrah masa tu umur baru 13 tahun telah dikahwinkan dengan seorang pemuda bernama Mansoor yang umurnya 22 tahun ketika itu atas nama cinta. Atas sebab budaya, agama umur perkahwinan bawah umur yang pelik pada pandangan orang Barat ketika tu, kes Natrah telah diambil oleh pihak mahkamah Barat yang akhirnya telah memulangkan balik hak penjagaan Natrah kepada ibu bapa asal.

 

Jadi bermulalah kisah menyayat hati dimana kes rusuhan telah berlaku dimana orang Muslim Melayu tidak puas hati dengan keputusan mahkamah kerana Natrah masa kecilnya telah dibesarkan dengan cara Melayu, dengan beragama Islam. Kes rusuhan tersebut telah mengorbankan bebrapa orang Melayu dan mencederakan beberapa yang lain.

Natrah dengan ibu angkatnya, Che Aminah

Natrah pula yang telah dibawa pulang Belanda melalui zaman kanak2 yang susah. Kerana di Malaysia, Natrah dibesarkan oleh Che Aminah dalan keluarga yang senang dan berada (Che Aminah ialah adalah keturunan bangsawan ketika itu), di Belanda pula keluarga Natrah adalah miskin, dia terpakasa membuat kerja2 rumah dan telah dipandang hina kerana kisah hidupnya di Malaysia.

Ok. Tu je, lalalala. Nak tau lebih, silalah baca sendiri ye.. FYI, Natrah dah pun meninggal dunia pada tahun 2009 lepas. Mansoor aka cinta Natrah yang tak kesampaian (cheewaah) pun sudah meninggal pada tahun 1998 ke 1997, tak ingat. It's just sad that I am a bit late to learn about her. Tapi yang pasti kisah dia ni sangat lah menyedihkan, boleh jadi iktibar kepada semua, InsyaAllah~

087 In Heaven

Not the feeling, literally.

Yeah, JYJ In Heaven album, I am waiting for youuuu~

And guess what, my seminar is tomorrow. and my case write up is also due tomorrow, still haven't finish completely. And currently I am not anywhere near 'the zone'.

Yup. The zone, the mood to study or anything. I just want to be able to finish my works and wish for the best for the next week and tomorrow *crossing my fingers tightly*. I have to clerk patients too. Gosh, these days my emotional graph is pretty much upside-down. Ok. Off to work now.

Sometimes this is only what I have in my mind

Then, when the time comes, I'll be miserable 

And all I see is this mad-looking-Luffy pointing finger at me

I guess i need to stop watching One Piece.

074 I think I've lost it.

Salam.


Gaaahhhh!~ It is my soul, my spirit, I think I've lost it. How do you find your old self? I love the life I live, in the old days. But now, everything was just so different. I can't cope anything I've learned. I can't cope with the others. I think I've lost that spirit. Looking at others, I think I am lost, at least I am not losing my dream, just yet.

Do you think that these guys ate it?
My soul?
LOL

Ain dulu2 keras macam besi,

orang kata macam2, dia tak kisah langsung.

Ain yang dulu live life to the fullest,

Kenapa ain yang sekarang senang nak mengalir air mata?

Kenapa ain yang sekarang lembut macam kapas, tak keras macam besi?

I need my old self back.

Kalau tak jatuh macam mana nak bangun balik kan?

Kalau tak pijak lantai macam mana nak diri kan?

LOL, I've think too much!
-sila abaikan post mengarut ni-

073 Nope. Totally NOT!

Hari tu hilang kunci bilik dan kunci rumah. Bila dah jumpa, hilang guitar pick/plectrum pulak, dah tak reti nak strum guna jari yang asli, main bantai plucking ntah pape. Lepas tu tadi hilang tiket bus. Malu je orang tengok pakcik bus dah tunggu dengan menadah tangan. Padahal rasa2 macam baru je lepas pegang tadi. Adoi. Ini amnesia ke short-term memory loss? Boleh jadi alzheimer kot. Hmmm, lepas tu bila jalan, sume benda nak langgar lepas tu balik rumah ngadu sakit2 kaki tangan sebab terlanggar barang. I guess I am a total klutz. But at least I am not a walking hazard zone, just yet. Memang dari kecik macam tu. Takpe! Anggap saje tu satu proses tumbesaran motor nervous system yang agak lambat. Tapi sekarang luka2 dah kurang. Dah tak selalu jatuh2. Ya! Itu 'improvement' maknanya. ^_________^ *happyface* 

Tapi....macam mana kalau tertinggal scalpel dalam perut orang nanti ea? Oh ye, nak guitar pick baru boleh?

Nak yang macam ni boleh?
Rock on babe!~ \m/
-I know I am-

072 Makcik ni cakap...

Salam,

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

fly AIN, fly~

069 Tak berkeyakinan.

Salam.


Seriously, macam nak fail je exam tadi. Dalam OSPE pulak, banyak sangat rest stations, that I kept thinking about my *big* fault. Ohh... depressing gila! Sampai tengok microscope pun tatau dah tengok ape. Lepas tu kepala sibuk nak fikir bukan2. Nasib baik tak break down dalam lab je tadi. *serius aku pandai berlakon kan, padahal mata dah macam paip air yang dah nak tercabut*

Comel pulak kakak ni, macam Drew Barrymore kan?

Another 3 more papers to go, I need to keep concentrating but yeah, still expecting the biggest 0 I've ever made! Haha. It's okay, semua orang pernah fail kan? Dan kegagalan tu kan tangga kejayaan kan?

Hahahahaha. Tak semestinya gagal, lepas nih tak boleh bangun balik. Even Thomas Edison, pakcik buat lampu tu pun banyak kali gagal. 

Nah, ni Pak Cik Thomas Edison tu bagi sticky note

Rasulullah S.A.W pun gagal dalam mendakwahkan agama Islam mula2 kan? Akhirnya Islam jadi kuat dan tersebar dengan sangat luas kat dunia ni. 

Ni tak taulah statistik bila, main amik je.

So, the moral is, no worries, you have a long road ahead Ain, don't give up! Hahahahahaha.


Failure is nothing.
Nothing.@-@;
Nothing ke? Markah kumulatif rendah.
Nothing? Nanti tak boleh lulus.
Nothing? Kena repeat year.
Nothing??! Hahafdgf!
kdbhak ajcnjdckckdc cdkjccnqkc@#*&%!!!




*baiklah. jom nangis* T_T"

065 Yes! 3 hours wasted during study week. Yes!

Sebenarnya, saya memang dah lama addicted dengan this app called Adobe Photoshop. Semua mesti tau kan? But the thing is, after the old lappy *dearest ayah's lappy*was gone with the wind, like hell it was gone with the wind, orang pecah rumah adalah! Dengan ipod nano with my beloved n-gage hilang. Ok, out of the story, that was happened like years ago kot. 

And after that photoshop hilang, tak sempat lah pulak nak download app tu dalam lappy baru. But still, I miss using that app a lot! Dan lepas tu, lepas CS4 keluar, saya dah jadi macam buta keyboard balik. Tak tau nak guna photoshop version baru, so memang takdelah dalam lappy lepas tu. Tapi , masih rindukan photoshop. Lepas tengok kawan guna, meleleh je air liur nak try edit2 jugak. Haha.

But now, saya dah ade pengganti baru, iaitu, Photoscape! Banyak sangat kureng dari photoshop, no layers and everything, tapi dapat lah jugak nak hilang kan kesepian malam2 hari tanpa kehadiran photoshop tu. 

So, just nak bagitahu, that new header just finished. In 3 hours! Sambil review antibiotics, beta-lactam, macrolides, cephalosporin apekejadahntahlagi dengan Far. Haha. kesian die, asyik kena recap balik je sebab sambil edit, memanglah tak masuk sangat otak, tapi mulut sebok nak review2 sebut2 drugs tu. Anyway, thanks Far, I have my own mindmap dalam otak now.

So, if ada sesiapa yang nak try and cuba cephalosporin, eh Photoscape, boleh la download kat sini yer. 

Photscape 3.5

Now, off to study balik. ;)

062 Shoot for the moon.....?

Have you ever heard,

Shoot for the moon, and even if you miss, you'll land among the stars

Yes, it's kinda true. Because if we set the bar above form what we can get, we might as well get it. Kan? kan? Tetapi, macam mana kalau ada yang lagi tinggi daripada bulan tu ek? Kenapa tak shoot je kat situ. Kenapa nak moon jugak. Let's try and shoot for the sun.. or for the asteroids, or even the Pluto. Haha. Bein' ridiculous here. Sorry. 


But for now, I am aiming for the moon because okay for some reason, the stars are too many to count, and the moon is an easy target because it's bigger, and okay, this one is even more interesting. The stars is further away from the moon in distance. Right? It's just that, if people are successful, they are called as 'the star'. 


So what a biggie, if you shoot for the moon and failed, you are the star too. And who wants to be the moon? No one right? Because it got ulcerations and sands and not bright and no twinkleys like the stars. LOL. So, the conclusion is, why shoot the moon? (It is not beautiful already, why kill it?) And why even if we've failed, we'll end up among the stars? It's too far away from the moon. Oh, it's because the gravity ey? 

And another one,

Life is like a box of chocolates, you'll never know what you'll get.

 And this one, I personally confused. Is it like dark chocs or white chocs? I personally like strawberry chocs. Because it tastes strawberry. LOL. Okay, it is a box of chocs, so it will be a lot of different types of chocs. And by the way, normal person can't even differentiate between really dark choc (the bitter ones) and sweet chocs. 


So it will be like "Oh my god, both of them are chocolates and looks the same, are they twins? How is this one taste? It is really sweet, and this one? O_O err.. This one is bitter enough for my tongue to fall through my mouth." (I was just rambling. Sorry) And so, it is true, you'll never know what you'll get huh?

Uh. This is getting stupid-er. I was just boring. Sorry.


And by the way, Eminem/Slim Shady said : I shoot for the moon, but I'm too buzy gazing at the stars. LOL. And which 'star' are you gazing at, Mr.Eminem? *sarcastic tone*

057 They go by the name Shimeji and yes, they are super duper CUTE!

Think that 'they' is a boyband? or a new drama? or a new K-pop group? Nope. Think again. They are the cutest thing ever you can find crawling like ulat bulu on your desktop. Hanging like monkeys on your toolbar. Then sit around reading and eating while you are busy doing your assignments. Just found out about them tadi masa buat PBL. Haha.


They are called shimeji in Japanese or spelled 시메지  in Korean. Or desktop buddies in English. Ok. Lame huh? Actually they are a lot of desktop buddies but recently just found the ones with DBSK, 2PM, SHINee and even Big Bang or SNSD. I just use them and they are super cuties and right now they are 5 of them messing out with my desktop.

They are too cute right? Haha. And when you poke them, they will fall. Hehe. And then, they will multiply and divides *binary fission tau! jgn men2* from time to time and at the same time messing up with your work with falling or jumping around. Ish2x. So bila tinggalkan lame2, jadilah mcm ni....

Too many huh? ;))
If anyone wants to download it, here is the link... MF
and for the tutorial, here : misstellittome


Oh yes, and Selamat Hari Raya guys! Although mcm dah lambat gila. Sebab tak pernah nak update, masuk2 gamba and everything.

okey, now they are too many already!~

Time to wipe them out! haha. XD

047 What's Up?!

haha.
I laugh my as* off when I look at this,,,

I miss Patty.... ^^"
I hope he'll watch me sleeping although I'll look messy.
I hope he'll stays although it's kind of scary.
I hope I'll magically turn into one of the Cullens..
although I know I am NOT as beautiful..yet,I am PERFECTLY as CLUMSY as Bella. Ha-Ha.
OMG!
Speaking about Bella and Edward,
Eclipse is coming out this 8th July,,,
A week after I come back to UiTM.
Haha!
Anyway, can't wait to watch it!
Btw, I need friends to to watch it with me.... anyone?!

043 err~

EXAM
sudah
amat
dekat

saye
rase






TAKUT
.
.
.
.
.
.

serius aku rasa mcm da takde kawan je kat sini sekarang ni.
Nak nangis boleh tak?

034 Saya mau update ini blog~

well, actually,
it's like months since I've updated this page(according to me~)
and it feels like ages since i got the chance to put up some post or
just edit or actually upload some photos here
(according to me too~)
but it's not
well,
actually it is.
because the last time i checked,
ok,
I'll check it back.
It's like 3 weeks ago since I last updated this page..
OK...
I've been talking nonsense.
Just ignore it.
Anyhow,
tonight, (err.. it's morning already...)
I mean today,
I'll personally will update my page
and style
and theme~
walla~
^_________________^"

023 Tired? or what?

Saye suda penat.

Kenape tak boley lupe?

Kenape mesti kene ade?

Saye suda penat sangat.

Saye tak nak ingat kamu...

Saye penat.

Tapi, macam mane nak lupe kamu?

Kenape susah sangat nak lupe kamu?

015Tagging Fiesta!

tagged by CapitalFue;

1. how old are you?

will be celebrating my sweet 19 this september~

2. Are you single?

true!

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?

28-30? kot..

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?

not sure..

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

my mr.right..

6. Who will be your bridesmaid or your bestman?

my bff! for sure..

7. Do you want a garden/ beach or traditional wedding?

beach! with scuba diving activities after that.. teehee...

8. Where do you plan to go for honeymoon?

malaysia suda~ *support our own culture!*

9. How many guest do you think you’ll invite?

About a hundred or more? maybe.

10. Will that include your exes?

yeah.. we're friends right?

11. How many layers of cake do you want?

as long as itu adelah kek strawberry.. hehe

12. When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?

evening..

13. Name the song/tune you would like to play at your wedding?

dashboard confessional - hands down

muse - unintended

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon/fork/ knife?

i'm not sure yet.. fine dining kalo boley...

15. Champagne of red wine?

no alcohol please...

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

days after!

17. Money or household items?

please just give me money... ^^"

18. How many kids would you like to have?

five.. at least...

19. Will your record your honeymoon in DVD and CD

yup.. just for the memories...

20. i want to know their wedding plans

err..

husna
apex!

03The Confused Mind

OK! Just changed my mind..
I think I'm gonna write this blog entries using English instead of Malay~
Well, I just want to increase my vocabs since I was kind off bad in English.
Wait~ I think I am not that good in Malay either.
Let's say.. erm.. If I write this blog in English,
there will be lots more people who can understand.
I also can open up a new blog in Malay right?
.............................^^"
Alright, It's English then~
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