062 Shoot for the moon.....?

Have you ever heard,

Shoot for the moon, and even if you miss, you'll land among the stars

Yes, it's kinda true. Because if we set the bar above form what we can get, we might as well get it. Kan? kan? Tetapi, macam mana kalau ada yang lagi tinggi daripada bulan tu ek? Kenapa tak shoot je kat situ. Kenapa nak moon jugak. Let's try and shoot for the sun.. or for the asteroids, or even the Pluto. Haha. Bein' ridiculous here. Sorry. 


But for now, I am aiming for the moon because okay for some reason, the stars are too many to count, and the moon is an easy target because it's bigger, and okay, this one is even more interesting. The stars is further away from the moon in distance. Right? It's just that, if people are successful, they are called as 'the star'. 


So what a biggie, if you shoot for the moon and failed, you are the star too. And who wants to be the moon? No one right? Because it got ulcerations and sands and not bright and no twinkleys like the stars. LOL. So, the conclusion is, why shoot the moon? (It is not beautiful already, why kill it?) And why even if we've failed, we'll end up among the stars? It's too far away from the moon. Oh, it's because the gravity ey? 

And another one,

Life is like a box of chocolates, you'll never know what you'll get.

 And this one, I personally confused. Is it like dark chocs or white chocs? I personally like strawberry chocs. Because it tastes strawberry. LOL. Okay, it is a box of chocs, so it will be a lot of different types of chocs. And by the way, normal person can't even differentiate between really dark choc (the bitter ones) and sweet chocs. 


So it will be like "Oh my god, both of them are chocolates and looks the same, are they twins? How is this one taste? It is really sweet, and this one? O_O err.. This one is bitter enough for my tongue to fall through my mouth." (I was just rambling. Sorry) And so, it is true, you'll never know what you'll get huh?

Uh. This is getting stupid-er. I was just boring. Sorry.


And by the way, Eminem/Slim Shady said : I shoot for the moon, but I'm too buzy gazing at the stars. LOL. And which 'star' are you gazing at, Mr.Eminem? *sarcastic tone*

061 How bad it was...

I was just wanted to say I'm sorry, now I don't give a damn!
You slammed that door like I've stolen your soul.
WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?
You had my respect now it's all gone.
Thank you very much for your stupid act!
And thank you very much also for spoiling my holiday mood.


Go enjoy yourself!
Because I know you wouldn't even think about how other people feel except for your own!
Think about it, who is really at fault here.

060 Trying...

I know I know. I am trying here~

And by the way, I am actually missing home...

my guitar... my room.. mom and dad... and the TV*cannot leave that one eh.*

Pengakuan : saya addicted dengan lagu ni.

What's Up by 4 Non Blondes.

Thanks to Yonghwa of CNBlue in WGM. aishhh~

Lagu lame kot. 90s kot. But the song n lyrics r nice.

It's really simple to play with guitar. 3 chords sahaje! Dengar2! 3 chords saje!!!~ ;))

Haha. Excited x bertempat. Bm, D dgn A. Really simple = a great sing-a-long-song~

OK. study!

059 JYJ First Showcase in Malaysia

Best gila! Penat gila! Sakit tekak+telinga gila. Haha. Tetiba terfikir pulak, kalau kat Malaysia dah mcm ni, mcm mane pulak la ek kat homecountry they all. But then, it was a blast and I am having the best Sunday this year!~ Okay the pics... ;))

now, for the first pic...

and the second... haha. ;))

and the Malaysian Cassies that were waiting outside the stad under the sun, panas tau tak~

But it's okay since we all get to see JYJ after this.

HERE THEY ARE!!!~

and the short interview. Whoa! Yoochun's english makes my heart flutter~ ;))

and the cassies inside. Envy those VIPs. They got to sit comfortably while me, dying in the rockpit, 

under those ketiaks,

 because I'm not tall enough! T_T

~Chajatta~

okay one is enough because my head is already tenggelam under those balloons, lightstick, banners,

and ketiaks~ and sorry for the shaky hands. T_T

 Okay for the details,


We arrived there at about 9.30 a.m (and the show started at 2 pm!!), parked the car at backdoor entrance (we already know that their flight arrived at about 10.50 a.m). So we waited and buy some stuff ( I got their Lux album!!!! Hip hip hooray!~) Spend some .. okay lots of money on goodies, lightsticks and lots of other things.

 The front box!

 And the free shirt...

 When you open the box, you get to see this.

Pull out the CD in front and this appear, the lyrics book!

The front page of the book.

and the serial number.

and the photobook.

and the first photo! Jae!!!!~ ;))

At about 11.00 o'clock, the album booth is open, and bare with me, they are a LOT of fans pushing just to buy their CDs (because we all takut Lux album habis lah). After that, we rush back to the backdoor entrance to watch them arrive. And yes, at about 12 o'clock the vans arrive. And hella comeyl punye fans sebab we just wave to all the 5 vans although JYJ is only in the first van. LOL.


Then we rush back to the main entrance to wait for the gate to open, so finally we are inside (after all those pushing and cursing and yelling and singing along to their rehearsals. Haha) The cassies are so comeyl! Sempat lagi nak nyanyi time tu.


Then they sang about 5 songs (kot...;>) Chajatta, Ayy Girl, Be My Girl, Empty and I don't remember another one. (Too busy looking at them lah.). The fans are singing together, yelling together and jumping together and chanting their names together and basically we all go crazy together even when they look at us. Haha. And during the short interview, the fans are all excited and shout out their names. Also you know Malaysian are proud of their -lah at the end of words right, and when the MC teach them, Jae's voice when he said "I love you-lah Malaysia" is priceless! Oh. I just discovered that Yoochun is a fast learner. He adds the lah as soon as the MC teach them. Sweet! And the last word from Yoochun ; "And thank you for keeping the fatih always" makes all the fans scream their lungs out! Not much words from Junsu. I don't know why but I feel sad. But it's okay! His face do the job. :))


After it all ended, we all get out and rush to the backdoor(again!) to catch a glimpse of them going into the van. Jae gave a wave to us before getting into the van, no pics because I guess I am to aww-struck to see them live. Haha. ;))


p/s : and they said that they will hopefully come back again 'summer' next year!!!~

058 Watch your mouth because it hurts.

Like seriously. People nowadays seriously need to watch out. Kalau cakap main lepas macam air paip tu, tolonglah buat ayat dulu kat kepala. Sebab, kadangkala, ayat-ayat ni menyakitkan hati dan sebagainya. 

1. For example, when someone you know enter a competition, and they won. Then they keep talking about it after that just because she's happy. Patutkah anda cakap "So kau nak kata kau terror lah ni ek?"? Patut ke? Patut ke? Patut ke? For me, it's okay lah dia nak cerita pasal kemenangan dia. Mestilah dia rasa hepi n bangga dapat menang. Dan mestilah dia nak share story dia. In life, kalau tak cerita kat mak or bapak of course lah the next goes to 'the bestfriend'. Tapi kalau takde mak or bapak. So automatically it goes to the friend. 


2. Another example. Is it nice to say something like "You are kind of busuk la." to other people just because they are sweating? Like hello~ they know it! They feel sorry too to others because they are sweating like hell after exercise or walking up the forever-ongoing-stairs. They don't need you to tell them, they just need a good bath... and a perfumed shower gel.

3. Or another example, when people say something, please listen cause they tell you something because they want too. Just answer it with a "hmm..." will do. Because they know you are listening...... and they know that they want you to stop. *because of the cold reaction* ;)) But when someone are talking there are people who doensn't reply anything and just doing something else*unless they are in their bad mood lah, you probably need to keep a distance-_-*


4. The last example, seriously kita patut jaga the way we are talking, Sometimes, they are tones that are not that cool and they are also tones that are sounds like demanding. 

Ni semua daripada pengalaman dan jugak pengamatan keadaan sekeliling. It's just that kita tak perasan yang even the littlest thing hurts. Dan kalau kita dah buat orang sakit hati kat kita, kita yang berdosa kan? kan? This is also like a reminder to me to not say anything that hurts. And also, maaf kalau terasa.


Lastly, words stabs deeper than the swords, so please be careful~ ;))