040 tak nak dan tak suke

Due2 ade.
Tak nak dan tak suke.
kalau tak suke mestilah kite tak nak kan?
Tapi kalau kita tak nak, tak semestinye kite x suke.
It depends lah.
Depends on which came first.
Tak nak or tak suke.
But if 'tak suke' came first, it'll be bad.
Takpe2.
This is the last sem of this year.
Nex sem suda tukar.

Then, lagi satu. Kenapa ada sesetengah orang sangat2 suke jual ikan.
I mean, please read between the lines.
Jual ikan tak mendatangkan hasil langsung.
"Fine if you hate me, I'm not gonna hate you too,
I'll just disrespect you je..."

I am not telling this straight to ur face because I'm afraid I'll hurt you.
But if you are just as insensitive and ignorant as a rock,
I might have been curse you straight to your face.
I love us spending time together.
It's just that I don't like your attitude.
Hah. amek kau.
Even my diary don't know this.


p/s: now, I'm searching for HIS hidayah~
Because I just realize why I am not happy here in the first place.
I just wanna be the way I am.
But I can't find the old me.
I am just not comfortable here, right now.
Hell yeah, this is me writing and telling the truth.